Grass is always greener....

on the other side.

I think something we should all remember that the grass always MAY appear to be greener on the other side and with social media it sure does appear that way.

We need to remember that these are happy glimpses with a few "in the minute" not so happy glimpses into people lives.

Some people think because I only post the good and he seems to be feeling great in all my pictures. Well that is true I do not post pictures of my son having 15...yes 15 veins collapse or his I.V. infiltrate and cause his hand swell 5 times the size of what it should be.

For example...I posted praise because his bili went down to 2.9....however I haven't posted that it is up 10.9. Or any many other issues we are having.

I personally don't want photos or everyone in my negative business but have no problem having people in my positive business.

Annoying yes..the negative business may be more dramatic and interesting.

But for now..I choose to leave you with smiles and hope for clear blood cultures and healing of his suspected Choloangitis.

God has this...even every little bile duct. He knows when my baby will need a transplant and will work his magnificent plan in ways that will blow my mind.

But until then...we will deal with infections..and Cade's sweet smile.

and another little annoying positive tidbit...as I type this and Cade is playing with his "droppers"....aka medicine syringes. Cade is singing, 

"I love Ga-jok....I love Ga-jok." Music to my ears.

Ga-jok is Korean for family.

A little update: while I was writing this blog. Cades nurse came in.. We have a negative blood culture!! Yay! 2 more and we can go home!